I haven't had much to write about, thus the silence. Insecurities and loss of self esteem, who wants to read about that?
Now i have a little update for you. Our band has really started, we've had rehearsals about four times now, and we're doing good We are doing coversongs for now, but I've been writing some lyrics of my own. I want to discuss one possible issue with this.
I'm a trans male pre-t, and i'm the vocalist of the band, so obviously i sound like a girl. This was a huge issue for me in the beginning, still is a little. If we perform anywhere, the people listening to us will be like, ''How refreshing to have a metal band with a female vocalist''
So i'm a little bit troubled
Also because when i at one point start my hormonal treatment, my voice will change a lot, and we possibly have to have weeks of break before i'm able to sing again. I have to learn to know my voice all over again.
But before that, i sound like a girl. But i came to a realization. It's nobody's business but mine. I'm a man, no matter what i sound like. my inspiration with this thought has been Chasing Fireflies on Youtube. He's awesome! Definitely check him out!
We'll continue training, you have a good day.
Song of the day: Chase - Glide
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