I know it's been almost a month since the last time I've posted anything. I've been really busy and just figuring out life. During this time I've had a few really important deep conversations that have made me feel so much better about myself. I've also just realized how much I've been needing and still need a big brother figure in my life. Especially since I have a brother, but have seen him only once, so I'm aware of what I could've had. I've been feeling so down lately, and I think it's partly bcs of that. I don't really know how to explain it, and I might be repeating myself, but bcs I know what I could've had, I know what to miss and need, which is quite unfortunate since I don't have one, and talking to my own brother is not an option.
In other news, I'm finally feeling better. Spending a week with ppl I enjoy being around has been my savior. Late nights and early mornings meant not much sleep, but a lot of fun, talking and jokes. It's even been freezing cold, around -15 centigrades (around 5 degrees^) which I usually hate, but it hasn't been bothering me much at all.
I'm looking forward to being able to post more regularly again!
Song of The Day: BIGBANG - LOSER
(I know the song and my post don't go exactly hand in hand, but I find the tune somehow comforting. It sounds funny, but I feel good when I listen to it)
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