I haven't been posting anything since nothing is really happening in my life right now. I've been concentrating on studying because of my ongoing exam week(s) and practicing singing really hard because of upcoming gigs. Only problem right now is my everlasting spring flu. My voice is only half working and I really hope it'll start working again before the gig.
Since I really have nothing to complain about and spring is right behind the corner I'd like to take this moment to think about good stuff in my life. Some time ago I got my first binder ever (for free, I'm forever thankful) and I've been loving it ever since. I didn't think it'd be that big of a deal but BOI was I wrong. Life has gotten at least 100% easier!
Also I'm feeling the spring. I'm always more down and depressed during the winter, but as soon as the sun starts warming things up and melting the snow and ice I feel like a new person. It rained for the first time this year today (it's been just snowing and raining a mix of snow and water) and I didn't know I missed rain so much. It's super calming to read a book and listen to rain hitting the roof. I can't wait til we get some good thunderstorms here! I also had the first ice latte of the year yesterday. And we even sat outside! And it wasn't cold!
Also only two months of school left. I'm so ready for vacation, even though I might have to work at least a part of the summer. I'm ready for the sunny and warm days, ice cream and hanging out til morning hours with friends.
Lastly a lot of new music has come out lately from my favorite artists and I'm honestly so happy. Music is basically why I exist and these new tracks have really been lifting my mood up. I'm just so torn between which of the new tracks I should listen to!
Because this is my blog, I have to find something to complain about. And even though everything else is going really well in my life and my self esteem is going up and everything is awesome, I feel like something is missing. I'm just a horribly clingy person and I have nobody to cling to and I'm lonely. I know it's stupid to whine about this but loneliness is a horrible feeling and I hate it. I just wish there was someone I could sing all these cheesy songs to. Someone I could sit out and watch the stars with. Maybe they will come around the corner someday. Until then I'll be waiting!
Song Of The Day = BTS - Don't Leave Me
Song Of The Day Pt.2 = iKON - Don't Forget
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